truth is …

an open letter to the man I loved, still love and will always love. Dear you: truth is things are going great. truth is things are a fucking mess. this is where things stand here. here’s the deal: you showed up and changed everything. you left and changed everything. it’s life. we deal. we always […]

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grief

we grieve the loss of the person we met and fell in love with. we won’t miss the one who abandoned us.  

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no comfort

when I move my foot over even a few inches, it’s just cold. I wake and immediately feel alone. yesterday, I woke crying. I don’t know how long I’d been crying. that was weird. I told someone the other day that I remember this part … the not being able to leave my tiny corner. […]

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who are you

so. here’s the latest. how ridiculous is it to have to petition my government to change my name back to my own damn name, the same damn name I still have on my original social security card? (I’d share photos of both my original card and my current card to prove I have both, but […]

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